TO HAVE LOVED.. WITHOUT EVER SEEING

I never felt you kick,
I never felt you jump,
I didn't see your face,
Nor feel your little fingers.

I don't know how your eyes looked,
or whose nose you inherited.
I don't know if you had his hair or mine,
Nor did I see your first smile.

I don't know if you would be patient,
or temperemental like me
Oh what lie, when they said you were there.

And yet I loved you, Of that I am sure
without seeing you,
Without holding you,
I loved you, For you were.
and always will be Mia.

"the thing that hurts the most, is losing someone you love, without every having the chance to love them"

SOMETIMES YOU JUST HAVE TO LET GO....

Sometimes we girls tend to cling to things.. to hold on tight and refuse to let go. We are such emotional,romantic beings. But I've come to realize, through pain and sadness, through tears of joy and sorrow... that sometimes you just have to let go. You have to tell yourself that letting go is easier that holding on. Oh yeah, it hurts, especially if you are already accustomed to it. But you just have to let go...Because if you hold on, you'll only be hurting yourself more. so although it might hurt and sting like hell... its best to let go..,
let go of the friends that don't care about you the way you care about them...
let go of loves that need time to find themselves..
let go the family that don't appreciate you...
Let go of all the negative feelings..
let go of the sadness and tears...
Because it won't change, everything happens for a reason, and you just have to deal with it. and Sometimes riding solo is the best way, because then you can depend on yourself, and you get disappointed less. Because tears and grief, and fake smiles won't change anything.

A MILLION WORDS WON'T CHANGE WHAT HAPPENS... I KNOW BECAUSE I'VE TRIED
A MILLION TEARS WON'T CHANGE WHAT HAPPENS... I KNOW BECAUSE I'VE CRIED!