ME- the imperfect me.

Today after hearing mom rattle on and on that the rice didn't come out perfect, and that how come the washing wasn't perfectly done, I've come to a conclusion. I'M SO DAMN IMPERFECT!! I sat down today, and for more than a whole hour, I thought of my imperfections. I'm not a perfect daughter- I'm not a little lady- far from it, I prefer football than making perfectly round flour tortillas. I hate dresses, and many times prefer the company of male than the female species. I'm not a perfect sister- My 7 brothers get to my nerves a lot, I don't always help with the homeworks, I don't always get their food ready on time, and I'm definitely not a good role model. I'm not a perfect friend- Gosh, I have a really few friends, and sometimes, I'm bitchy, and selfish and jealous. I'm not a perfect student-ok, but not perfect, B+'s and such. Shucks, I'm not even a perfect liar or pretender- my colors just show up. Yap, I'm so not perfect. But who is? And this is me. This is who Judy is, the slightly overweight, loudmouthed girl. This is me, the girl who doesn't really give a damn if society doesn't like her or approve of her. This is me, the girl who does a million mistakes, the one who seems to be the ugly duckling of the clan. But hey.. I gots people who love me and accept me just the way I am.. and those few are enough. So, heres to all the peeps who like Judy just the imperfect way she is!I dedicate this one to you- My family, close friends and my sweety- thanks for loving me.And to those who don't.. learn to accept people the way they are, some things can change, but somethings are what define them...

Sometimes even the net gets boring...

mien this sucks.. I'm bored honestly! School is out- Thank God, Sarah went home from last week- still no forgive her that yet- Hilbert went home too, mom and the kids are at school, dad at work, Junny working, abby God knows where, I've read my entire library trice, no football to play yet, and even the net is getting me bored. this is pathetic. i need to go recruit some new books. yeah its getting boring being home all day. and today i cut off my lovely hair. ha! see how idle i am. anyone- ideas of thing to do when even the net gets boring?

Awww.. the wonders of writing!

Ever since I could hold a pen, I loved writing. I have Journals dating way back to the times when my ma used to put pigtails in my hair. Writing is a way of expressing yourself, in the most easiest manner- well for me it is. I love writing, when I start, I just seem to flow, and my fingers seem to be possessed. Its my way of letting loose, of letting go, seems like a little world in its own, this writing. and so I enter Blogosphere, (learned new word) and have decided to try my writing here.. I write about absolutely anything so be not surprised at some of the things you will read... nor do not laugh.. ok laugh just don't let me know! but yes, writing has its own wonders to experience, and I am so looking forward to extending my writing.
now how the heck do you add people in this 'blogging' thing?

Underneath it all....

as I sit here, thinking of all the things I've said and done, all the times I let go... I know this is one time I won't give up, I won't let go. Cause underneath it all, I am stronger I am better. and I deserve you.

BLOGING

weLL HelLO i'm new at blogging... i started after i saw leo's profile... i think its great... well i'll write later